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Binky Productions is a video production company that produces Films, Commercial Videos and Multimedia for artists. Binky Ink is the writing division for freelance and fiction writing, as well as screenplay formatting. Celinka Serre is also a YouTuber for Dragon Age gaming, and Green Healing for alternative and natural healing from abuse.

Grievesome Onanisn – Dragon Age Fan-Fiction Erotic Short Story

Note: Excerpt below is SFW


Loghain slowed his pace, his shoulders dropping, as he walked back to his room, alone, his heart heavy with sorrow.
        ‘Loghain!’
        Loghain stopped and sighed. ‘What now?’ he demanded monotonously.
        Maric caught up to him. ‘I just want to chat.’
        ‘And I don’t.’ Loghain resumed but Maric held him back by the arm. Loghain sighed gutturally.
        ‘Look, you’ve done a lot around here and I can see you could use some time away. Why don’t you return to Gwaren, I think it’ll do you some good.’
        ‘You trying to get rid of me, man?’
        ‘Loghain,’ Maric chided, ‘I’m trying to help you. I can see you’re…well, we’re all still grieving, but—’
        ‘Are we?’ Loghain turned to face Maric head-on. ‘Are we both still grieving? Because it seems you’ve moved on and I’m the only one who weeps at night for your betrothed because back when you didn’t want her, I loved her more than I could any woman for the rest of my life!’
        Maric blinked back tears. ‘Of course, I still grieve for her,’ he hissed a half-whisper.
        Loghain bowed his head. ‘I’m sorry.’
        Maric hesitated. ‘I just thought you might be happier if you went to Gwaren.’
        ‘Nothing will ever make me happy again, Maric, except serving the man I pledged myself to in trying to forget the women we both loved.’
        The two stood in silence for a while. ‘I’m sorry too,’ Maric said finally. ‘I’ll be happy for you to stay in Denerim if that’s what you want.’
        Loghain nodded and slowly resumed. ‘Good night, Maric.’
        ‘Good night, Loghain.’
        Maric turned and walked the other way.
        Loghain marched into his private chambre. He just needed some quiet. He had once again saved Maric, and what was his friend doing? Urging him to go home. But all Loghain wanted was to be in the place where the woman he truly loved had died.
        He shut the door to his room and leaned his hands on it. He let out a frustrated shout, punching the door. Leaning his head on it, he heaved and let out a loud sob, as tears streamed from his eyes.
        All he wanted was Rowan back, all he wanted was for Rowan to be alive. All he needed was Rowan.
        ‘Oh Rowan,’ he whispered. ‘You’re the only one I ever truly loved.’
        Steadying himself, he walked to the lounge and sat down. He swallowed, closing his eyes, his tears still spilling down his cheeks. He bowed his head. He remembered Rowan’s touch when she caressed him, the taste of her lips; none could satisfy him like she could.
        ‘What a fool I was,’ he growled. ‘What an idiot. I made a mistake. I should never have let you go.’
        He placed a hand to his eyes, weeping. ‘I miss you so much.’
        He placed his other hand on a pillow and squeezed, clenching his jaw, and a wail escaped him. All the anger and hurt, all the anguish of his loss he had suppressed, was now finally being released.
        His body tensed as he heaved, barely able to breathe. He felt like the air from his lungs would never fill again. He was sobbing uncontrollably. He needed to release it, he needed to release it all – now that he was finally allowing himself to feel it.
        And then he felt something else tense, as memories flooded him.


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Connections in the Force Chapter Ten + Epilogue (Star Wars SWTOR Fan-Fiction)

Fane watched in dismay as the dreadnought fired. Then realised it was firing at Awgro’s ships. He looked at the others, puzzled.
            ‘The dreadnought’s hailing us,’ said Mrs. Holt.
            Fane walked to the station where Void stood as he took the incoming call. A familiar male Rattataki face appeared.
            ‘Fane! Lord Void. I’m glad to see you in one piece.’
            ‘Vax?’ Talyc walked up to the station.
            ‘Our sources told us there would be an attack at Manaan. I’m glad we got here in time to save your necks, again.’ Vax smiled.
            ‘Vax,’ said Fane, ‘we appreciate the assistance. I owe you once again for aiding me.’
            Vax waved a hand dismissively. ‘I brought some friends, given the alliance, it was an easy sway.’
            ‘Thank you!’ said Talyc.
            Vax seemed to hesitate. Fane could see the unease in his eyes. ‘I’m glad you’re alive, Fane.’
            ‘Yes, yes,’ said Lady Gofaylia, walking over to stand next to Vax, ‘we’ll take over from here. We heard you had many injured onboard and few medical supplies. Now get going, this victory is the Empire’s.’
            ‘We’ll keep you informed if we manage to capture Awgro,’ said Vax.
            They chimed out.
            ‘Well you heard him, hyperspace time, to the Crypt,’ said Nriwe. ‘And maybe we can heal the Sphere while we’re there.’
            Shadie nodded. ‘Awgro is likely going to get away, but we can let Lady Gofaylia take this one for us. We’ll owe her, but I rather that than becoming flotsam.’
            The ship lurched a final time, as starfighters still streaked laserfire at them, before the ship went into hyperspace.
            Brenum entered the coordinates for the Crypt.
            Knarf walked to Storimbu. ‘So are Vax’s sources…?’
            ‘I have Protectors everywhere,’ said Storimbu, a small smile curling on the edge of his mouth. ‘After recent events, I’m probably not welcome in Imperial Space much anymore, but Protectors are there. There are many even Shadie doesn’t know of, all awaiting my commands to know where to be next to protect the Force.’
            ‘Remind me never to get on your bad side,’ said Talyc.
            Storimbu chuckled. ‘I’m here to protect you, aren’t I?’

* * *


            Shadie let out a sigh of relief. She walked to Storimbu and sat next to him. He closed his datapad.
            ‘The others have secured my ship. It’s in good hands.’
            ‘That’s good to hear.’ Shadie smiled in sympathy. ‘Awgro really did a number on you, didn’t he?’
            ‘So Talyc tells me, word for word.’
            Shadie let out a small laugh. ‘I’m a Kandera.’ She sobered. ‘Thanks for helping us, I’m glad Awgro didn’t kill you after all.’
            ‘That’s what I keep telling him,’ said Kafter.
            ‘He wouldn’t have gotten a word from me regarding your whereabouts,’ said Storimbu. ‘I’m sorry if my associations caused you… What I mean to say is, I still feel responsible.’
            ‘You’re not to blame, Storimbu,’ Shadie reassured him. ‘You couldn’t have guessed Maranna’s actions.’
            ‘If you were so confidant Awgro was bluffing,’ said Nriwe, crossing her arms, ‘why couldn’t Mrs. Mother-of-the-son-of-our-enemy just zip it?’
            ‘Are we certain he was trying to get Storm to talk?’ asked Kafter. ‘Think about it.’
            ‘It’s one thing for him to suspect Maranna might have the information,’ said Talyc, ‘but trying to kill you to get her to talk? You’d have to be…’ He trailed off.
            Everyone looked at Storimbu.
            ‘But we’re not,’ Storimbu said carefully.
            ‘Ah, I’ve seen the way you two look at each other,’ said Drashdae.
            ‘I’ve merely been observing her from afar in order to protect her, and we’ve enjoyed chit-chats on occasion.’
            ‘More like admiring,’ said Kafter.
            Shadie raised her brows at Storimbu.
            ‘Fine, I’ve enjoyed her company, but I’ve always reminded myself that she is our enemy,’ Storimbu admitted.
            ‘Seems like you’re a bit more than that to her, though,’ said Shadie.
            ‘When we first met,’ said Storimbu, ‘I welcomed her to our faction, wanted her to join, and our paths crossed briefly. I was taken by her then, something in her Force aura, a great passion seeking to be expressed. But she seeks to be saved, and I can see how she would view me as she once viewed Relsor.’
            ‘And what about you?’ Shadie asked gently. ‘How do you view her?’
            ‘I refuse to explore the thoughts I once explored.’ Storimbu downcast his eyes.
            ‘You two obviously have history,’ said Nriwe.
            ‘She chose her faction when she joined the True Sith instead of the Followers of Kromus,’ said Storimbu. ‘I’d be a fool to think she wouldn’t discard the Protectors in the same manner. Besides, I’m dedicated to protecting the Force.’ He took a deep breath. ‘When Kromus died the second time, many of us took initiative, but it was me to whom the others looked for guidance, and over time, I became the new leader. I…we have found our new purpose; I will not let those who still view me as their leader down.’
            ‘You are not just viewed as any leader,’ said Shadie. ‘Perhaps you follow my cause, but you are the leader of the Protectors of the Force. I won’t take that title away from you.’
            ‘Then more of a reason to uphold it!’
            Shadie felt a pinch at her wound and she looked at the small gash on her hand.
            ‘I wish I could regenerate like Fane and Void can, this thing still stings. It’s annoying, but I’ve healed from worse wounds.’
            She noticed Void staring at her, eyes wide. He rushed towards her and took her hand abruptly.
            ‘What’s this?’
            ‘Uh, it’s just a small gash. It’s already healing, that’s how minor it is.’
            ‘When did this happen?’ asked Void, sounding frantic.
            ‘While we were escaping the Reformed Sith,’ said Shadie. ‘One of them had a vibroknife. Void, what’s the matter?’
            ‘This is not good.’

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Connections in the Force Chapter Nine (Star Wars SWTOR Fan-Fiction)

Talyc stood by a large transparisteel viewport in a large circular chamber. Leaning on the rail on the wall, he stared down at his ring. It was more symbolic than anything else. He didn’t know if Fane would want to wear his all the time, but to Talyc, it fit well even in his gauntlets. He knew Knarf always wore his, though Shadie seldom wore hers. Perhaps it was the novelty of it, or maybe what it represented, that comforted Talyc.
            He sighed. He put his gloves back on and looked out at the ocean. He heard a slow set of heavy steps behind him and, in the transparisteel viewport, Talyc saw the reflection of his hunter.
            He grabbed hold of his vibroblade, quickly spinning around to face him.
            ‘Awgro! What have you done to my husband?’ Awgro’s mouth curled up into a sneer. ‘Awgro!! He doesn’t even know who I am!’
            ‘Do you know who you are?’
            ‘Is that a trick question?’
            ‘Perhaps.’
            Awgro took a few slow steps towards Talyc. The Mandalorian gripped his weapon more firmly. Awgro raised his hand and lightning spurred from his fingertips, striking Talyc in the chest. Talyc screamed as the pain sent a shock in his body, jolting his head to the side, but he remained standing firmly on both feet.
            He activated the shield and the lightning danced around him instead. Awgro grunted his displeasure. Talyc opened his mouth to speak but was choked instead. Awgro used the Force to lift him off the ground.
            ‘Your shield can’t protect you from all my abilities,’ said Awgro. ‘It can’t protect you for too long. I’ll have to wait it out as you prolong your suffering.’
            ‘I…can’t believe the Kandera blood runs through your veins,’ Talyc struggled to say. ‘You give my clan a bad rap.’
            Awgro chuckled. He began draining Talyc, loosening the chokehold a bit. Talyc breathed in all the air that he could.
            ‘It doesn’t matter who or what you are,’ said Awgro. He dropped Talyc to the ground. Panting, Talyc fell to his hands and knees. His vibroblade clattered on the floor next to his knees. He looked up at Awgro defiantly. ‘Because soon you’ll be dead.’
            Awgro ignited his lightsaber and raised it high to strike at Talyc’s head.
            ‘NO!’
            Seemingly from nowhere, Fane came rushing in and blocked Awgro’s lightsaber, the aqua blade glowing almost the same hue as the ocean behind them.
            ‘Fane!’ cried Talyc. ‘He’ll kill you, don’t, you can’t deflect.’
            Fane cried out in pain as Awgro sent lighting at him. Fane went flying and hit the transparisteel hard. Talyc rushed over to his side. Awgro advanced on them. Talyc reached for his vibroblade, as Fane steadied himself, pointing the lightsaber at Awgro.
            ‘You may have been able to defeat Relsor, Jedi, but you are nothing without the Force. You cannot destroy me without it.’
            Fane hesitated and at that moment Awgro struck him before Fane could dodge completely, slashing his forearm. Fane screamed as his flesh cauterised.
            ‘And without the memory of your training, you do not remember how to heal.’
            ‘You’re wrong!’ said Talyc. He glanced at Fane; already the burn was fading and his skin was healing. ‘The Holocron’s powers still hold true. Fane is still more powerful than you, despite everything.’
            Fane leapt at Awgro, slashing wildly, his stance wide and his strikes aggressive. Talyc could recognise that his husband’s fighting was unrefined, and very much not how the training they underwent together on Coruscant had been. Still, Talyc placed himself beside Fane and guided him with quick subtle indications. Together they danced around the Sith, deflecting attacks and dodging the red blade, with aqua blade and vibroblade.
            ‘There is only one way to end this,’ Awgro sneered. ‘I know where to strike you, Fane, and then Talyc is mine to kill.’
            His blade was level and he ran towards Fane, ready to plunge the lightsaber into his heart. Instead, the Reformed Sith went flying across the room, hit by a large stream of lightning.
            ‘Awgro! Stop this right now!’
            Lord Void’s booming voice reverberated in the room, baritone and grave. Shadie rushed over to Talyc and Fane.
            ‘Hurry!’ she cried, taking Talyc’s hand. Talyc took Fane’s, and together they ran out of the room.
            Talyc heard more lightning crackle behind him and Void backed away from Awgro, following them.
            ‘You barve!’ cried Knarf, catching up. He was with Nriwe, Brenum and Trylia. ‘For all the times you’d needlessly put your helmet on, you chose now to NOT put it on?’
            ‘Sorry, I didn’t realise Awgro was here on Manaan!’ Talyc’s tone was sarcastic, but he let a small smile indicate his gratitude to Knarf.
            Several Reformed Sith ran towards them, coming out of an adjacent room. Shadie turned and levelled her lightsaber as she ran, blocking a red blade. The Sith had a vibroknife and slashed at Shadie’s face. She let go of Talyc’s hand and brought her hand up, batting the knife away. She yelped, then turned and sent lightning at the Sith. He bounded away, as the rest of the group sprinted towards a balcony that overlooked the first floor.
            Everyone jumped, the Jedi catching their Mandalorian friends and Fane with the Force to cushion their fall. Then they all hurried towards the main chamber, Void always close behind them, keeping Awgro at bay.


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Connections in the Force Chapter Eight (Star Wars SWTOR Fan-Fiction)

During the days that passed, Fane expressed that he preferred to be left alone, though he also spent a lot of time with Brenum and Trylia rather than the others. However, he invited Talyc along for their discussions often, but Talyc could not accept, he could not bear to be in Fane’s presence in the state he was in. Meanwhile, Shadie and Knarf meditated by the Sphere, as it had closed itself up again, trying to communicate with it, trying to awaken it.
            In this way, the Jedi could lay low deep under the waters of Manaan, while Talyc and Nriwe outfitted some of the other submersibles with beskar armour, keeping busy.
            Talyc sat near a transparisteel pane, taking a well-deserved break, looking out at the ocean, and observing the little fish swimming by. Someone approached. Talyc looked over his shoulder; his heart skipped a beat.
            ‘Fane,’ he said. He looked back out at the ocean.
            Fane sat beside Talyc. ‘I’m sorry, you know. I wish I could remember you. I see the way you look at me, and…I quite like it, to be honest.’
            Talyc looked at Fane, his man’s smile was playful. ‘You’re so handsome, Fane. You’re my man, and yet right now you’re not.’
            ‘I’ll be honest with you, Talyc; I’ve never actually quite felt anything towards anyone. But with you…’ Fane seemed to struggle to find his words. He chuckled. ‘Look at me; I’m a nervous wreck. And it’s not because I know you’re my husband. I just, I can’t explain it.’
            Talyc turned back to look out the viewport; he held in his tears.
            ‘Tell me, how did we meet?’ asked Fane.
            ‘On Mandalore,’ said Talyc. His voice was low and filled with the grief he felt. ‘Shadie was training you while you were in exile. I tried to distract myself from my growing feelings for you, and I had almost successfully dismissed them. But it was on Coruscant when I realised that…that…’ His voice cracked. He swallowed. ‘That I was in love with you when you…  You saved my life. You keep saving my life.’
            There was a brief pause.
            Talyc reached for his datapad and showed Fane some holoimages of them together. Talyc retold the story of how they met for the very first time; about the night they both expressed their feelings for each other. Talyc showed Fane holoimages of their wedding night. He explained about his capture, the escape, about most of what had been going on.
            ‘That’s pretty amazing,’ said Fane. ‘You know, I’d be willing to start again if you’d like to go out with me when we get back to Mandalore.’
            Talyc stared at Fane. There was something in his eyes, a longing deep inside him that Fane probably didn’t understand himself. It was the look Fane sometimes gave Talyc, and all Talyc wanted was his Fane back.
            ‘I’m willing to try that, yes,’ said Talyc. Fane smiled.
            After staring at each other for another long moment, Fane leaned in to kiss Talyc, but Talyc quickly turned his head and stood abruptly.
            ‘I’m sorry, I can’t!’ He turned back around and looked at Fane. ‘I haven’t told you everything. I’ve done things, and I need to be honest with you before we…’ He paused.
            ‘It’s okay, whatever it is. I’m sure it’s not that bad,’ said Fane.
            ‘I kissed another man! And there is no excuse for it. I was angry, I was scared, I thought you might die. I drank, and drank, like I always used to do. I got myself more drunk than I think I’d ever been. And then I kissed Vax.’
            ‘And then I still married you?’ asked Fane. Talyc nodded. ‘I must be barvier than I thought, but it sounds like I forgave you, so why didn’t you forgive yourself?’
            Talyc didn’t know what to reply. ‘You said barvier,’ was all he could manage.


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