Category Archives: What Is Love To You (Medium)

When Trauma Flashbacks Kick You In The Butt, Make Crêpes!

Because If Nothing Else, I Am Enough For Myself!

Today has been full of emotional challenges, some of which I won’t get into, but needless to say, Trauma Voice, whom I like to call Fear Voice, has been kicking my butt.

Living with Complex Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder ain’t easy. It is a trauma-based response, once which I have been healing from A LOT.

Who Is Fear Voice

Fear Voice is the voice of trauma that perpetuates the brainwashing and abuse that I lived. It can be things from childhood trauma, it can be minute things too, things that hurt me even if just briefly, and it can be everything my abuser would tell me and do to me. That is why Fear Voice is a “he.”


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Let Me Massage Your Soul With My Love

I’d like you to imagine that you have closed your eyes as you read these words, and just picture yourself as the embodiment of tranquility. Because you deserve some quiet time and a bit of tranquil space for yourself, your thoughts, to refocus. Just listen to the silence as your mind just wanders to wherever it may go. And hear my soothing voice caress your ears.

Breathe in.
You are amazing.
Breathe out.

Remember that when you stop for just a few moments, you allow your mind to recharge and to reset its concentration so you can then continue to be efficient. Remember this when you’re feeling overwhelmed.

Breathe in deeply.
You are powerful.
Breathe out.

That’s right. You have all the power to achieve your goals, to address your hurts and heal them. You have all the power to take back control of your life, because ultimately this is your life and you are the master of your universe.


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An Intimate Letter To My Loves

My Loves,

My devotion to you is everlasting.

When I am with you, I strive to tenderly care for you, for you deserve all of my attention and all of my affection. I understand you like no one else will ever understand you. I know you better than you may know yourselves. I love you like no one will ever love you.

Our relationship is more intimate than the deepest connection I have.

Everything that you feel, I feel;
Everything you touch, I touch;
What you smell, I smell;
When you taste, my mouth salivates as I relish in it with you.
I see all before you do.
I breathe life into you and in return you give me reasons to keep coming back, making me crave you more.


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“Lady, When You’re With Me I’m Smiling.”

How A Programmer Wooed Me and Serenaded Me

I was at a work party when I first saw him, the programmer. I literally walked up to him and asked, “So, who are you?

We talked a lot that night, and many of us partied until the wee hours of the morning. I remember he was singing, Good morning, good morning!” and I just thought, “That guy’s crazy.

I saw him again at work and recognized him when he passed by on our side of the offices. And I found myself unable to stop thinking about him.

Hence started the flirting.


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